oh man. long time no update huh? ;)

nothing much happening actually. aside from the emotional roller coaster i'm going through. plus how sick i was for the past month. man. life can not be any worse. oh! *touches wood* ;)

i just finished a new layout. i just need to update the friends page now. oh hell, maybe i'll pust everything up by tomorrow.

hope everyone is doing well!

hugs!

haven't update this for quite some time now , eh? *blushes* i didn't forget you guys.. just been spending more time on my other journal. new layout , then comes new friends i made then comes the icons stealing fiasco and also the endless babble over grammys. LOL!

oh well , i survived. and here i am! heee.

welcome to my friends list to loverly, chuvanness and pink_pantera12! i don't update much but if you're interested with my daily crap , you can also find me at naxareth. where the other fandoms are. yep.

*sighs*

valentine's day tomorrow.. i was thinking about doing a blend.. collage thing but i couldn't find the right pictures. it sucks when you really wanna do something and then BAM! just.. nothing. you're just stuck half way because of 1001 reasons , ya know. tried to look for the pictures , found some but it was too small. then asked friends help and my email box was screwed. so they can't send them to me. to add the pictures to a photobucket account? they can't go to websites due to office's firewalls.

just so fucked up , man.

so yeah. maybe no blend or collage tomorrow. maybe. *shrug*

i heard zaizai is coming to KL end of this month. but it's coming closer to the end and still nothing. no news at all. and now he just started shooting for the new movie , i don't think he's coming at all. pffftt. i want to meet him! i want to have his autograph. and you know.. "click!click!" pictures. bah.

maybe i'll have to wait till ken's album then. then he will have my undying love.

i missed my kenzai! kenzai!kenzai!kenzai! *points*

i'm talking crap , aren't i? LMAO!

now everyone! have a great weekend! *MUUUAAAWWSS*

ahahahhahha!

i have a new icon!!!! pretty!pretty!pretty! ken!

thanks to sandee725 for the best bday gift! *muuuuaaaahhsss*

i know she will not read this , so i'm gonna cross post.. hee!

thanks to everyone who just friended me..

_inote, bakapandachan, ellumunellumun, kmwong26, nhr, shoesoulmate

sorry for the delay.. been pretty caught with work. oh ok.. i forgot!! ahahahaha! sorry , sorry.. sorry!

oh and hey.. will reply all your comments as soon as possible.. promise! ;)

*hugs all*

so yes.. he's freaking hot. like pretty hot. pretty!pretty!pretty!

:)

:)

:)

yes , i'm still smiling! ahahahha!

so i left office and got the venue about 2 hours before it starts. at that time , there were a lot of fans walking around already. it was held at a waving deck , near the cinema where they had the movie premiere. it was open to public and quite a small place , compared to the venue they had for vanness's promo.

my friends were already there and we got a nice place to hang out , straight across the waving deck where jerry was supposed to come out. it was about 5 metres high so it was really nice spot. but i neck pain from looking upwards for too long! ;) anything for jerry..

about 8 pm , people were rushing in to the crowd , left right front back , upstairs , downstairs! it was so nice to see fans from all over asia.. we had a huge group of girls from spore , some from korea , china , japan and indo. they had banners and such.. kinda funny to see half of the malaysian crowd was malays! i know it may not seem like a surprise to some of you , but it was to me. the chinese music scene was never a choice between malays simply because we don't understand the language. i saw girls in "tudungs" shouting "wo men ai yan cheng xu!!" ;) so cute! and yes , among the 4 , jerry has always been a favourite to most of my malay friends.. ;)

jerry arrived at 8.15 pm , pushing his ways to the crowd. there were screaming EVERYWHERE! ah shi! yan cheng xu!! jerry! bao long!! every little nicknames he has were shouted!

2 of the my.fm DJs came out to introduce him. there were screams everywhere! about 8.25 , he came out with another actress who i later found out was maggie Q. very pretty.. but when jerry came out? AAARRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH! hou shuaiiiiii!!!!!!!!!! he's is pretty. mind you , i'm not using good looking or handsome , but pretty. cause he is!!!! very nice hair , with nice face.. and that killer smile! he was wearing green sweatshirt with grey t-shirt inside. i was trying to take pictures and scream at the same time! ahahahhaha! boy , was i shaking! sshhuuuuaaaiiiiii oooooohhhhh!!!!!

he keeps on waving to his fans.. everytime fans shouted his name , he'll look at them and wave. so sweet.. they asked a few questions but of course with all the screaming , nobody heard what he answered! here i am taking as much pictures as i can cause i know , i will never have the chance again.. so yes , click!click!click!

there was one time when i was zooming at his face.. i wave and he saw me and smile! ah! i nearly cried. or fainted. ahahahahah! he's so nice to his fans.. i adore him for that. ;) he keeps on smiling all the way.. waving to his fans.. that small wave he likes to do with his fingers? cute.

they had photograph session to everyone.. so it was on the right , front and left. people wont stop screaming but he was flattered with all the attention. eeee!!! cuutteee!!

in about 5 minutes , it was all over. he gave a big wave before he left.. and i took almost 30 pictures! later everyone was rushing to go in for the movie premiere.. i was a little crushed because i can't go. to those who went to the movie premiere , they got themselves a free magic kitchen apron. no pictures , just embroided title. i later found out that he was not at the movie premiere. i thought movie premieres are special because you get to watch it WITH the actors themselves? meh.

anywho. i got the pictures! not as good as i thought. i was just too dark. fuck it. how frustrated was that? geez. i know fo'sho' i used the flash. oh well! just my luck. got some pics from my.fm tho'.. and then there's my friend's camera. becky , if you're reading this.. i freaking want the pictures , girl! :P and nice to see you again! *hugs*

pictures and reviews and such at f4mania soon. in a few minutes if i can still keep my eyes open. ;)

someone remind me to make some new jerry icons , okie doke?

night!

Current Mood: tired

i finally bought zz's new album. it cost so much but i figured , what the hell.. i love that boy.

bought it online cause i'm a lazy ass girl. but the pajamas! oh freaking!cute!

his voice is so much mature now.. i love it. and to hear him rap! LMAO! cute!cute! boy.

i'm in ♥ !

azio e-news is finally back on our cable. i wonder why they took it off at the first place. yesterday's show was hosted by tension. i think raymond is pretty cute. he's just so short compared to the rest of the guys.. and he's got small.. like small eyes. hee!

so zz was on the guest for the show.. he was hilarious! he seemed kinda close to jimmy and raymond. and then they did the "yo , wassup" handshakes. LMAO! and then he sang a birthday song to xiao tian! how sweet is that?? i hope he comes over to KL for the promo. I'd be there in a heartbeat.

yes , i have zaizai's issues now.

*sighs*

how can i not?

have you seen his pictures in the new album?

S.H.U.A.I!

i'm gonna meet another shuai ge ge tonight! jerry!jerry!jerry! i just hope i get there in time.

oh and hey! happy 25th birthday pretty boy. kinda nice to think that he's only 4 days older than moi! heeee!

Current Mood: calm

man , i am so sick , i am so ready to die.

any minute now.

this coughing is killing me.

was at home yesterday.. slept all day. like all day. woke up at 5.30 pm cause rebecca texted me to watch zz on tvbs. he's so cute. watched the new mv too. he's too freaking cute.

oh hey.. just in case anyone is interested , i found a link to listen to his album online here : listen to track 9. he raps! my pretty boy raps! wwwwwweeeeeeeee! he sounds like jay chou. no shit.

i am listening to it now and i can't stop smiling. he sounds so cute. how many times have i said cute today? LMAO!

you know , i think this meds are doing things to me. yeah.

or perhaps i need more sleep.

:)

Current Mood: impressed

this is why i love my guys...

Jerry, Zai & Ken appeared at Star Runner's premiere in TW today. Plus Vann who was there of coz', that makes it 4 of them! The love of brotherhood! ahhh.......

source: aMy from TW Zui Ai Yan Cheng Xu

now , i'll just wait for pictures in my mailbox.

wwweeeeeee!!!!!

Current Mood: impressed

a friend sent to me this..

Ken at Taiwan airport on 25th Dec. 2003

didn't have much time to take a picture ...just following Ken. he looked no shaving ....turf and sexy

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Ken at Taiwan airport on 27th Dec. 2003

Ken said to fans "is it good seeing me?"( sorry can't translated it correctly well in English)...and then for turning his baggage carter he said to fans "be careful !" (shaosin) and a fan said " Xiao tian , Happy Birthday !'' .....he nodded...

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isn't he the sweetest? like really..

*sighs*

today has been pretty relaxing for me. loveit!loveit!loveit!

i had a dream last night. i hardly have dreams now. oh but wait , that's because i have not been sleeping. sheesh.

but yes , had a dream. and ken was there. it was so real. like SO freaking real. we were dating. LOL! and i came over to his house to meet his family and boy , his family was just nuts. like craazeee! and i was trying to hang on with all the crap. somehow he knows and held my hand and was gonna kiss me when i heard my mom scream.

and so i woke up.

right before the kiss.

goddamnit!

ugh.

thanks mom. *rolls eyes*

so i decided to watch his shows today. i watched 4 episodes of love storm. i'm still at 14th. i've been trying to catch up and finish the whole thing since 2 months ago! but he was oh!so! pretty. then watched sky of love on cable , then some clips my indo friend sent to me.. more of the prettyness. i just.. melted.

do you guys think he'll ever marry? like seriously? would he choose someone who is pretty or nice? either one. i'm not gonna talk crap , but i've never meant anyone who is both pretty and nice. or pretty with brains. like seriously. so yeah , back to the question.. do you think he'll choose me over.. oh i don't know.. da s? or elva? LOL!

i hope my dream will continue tonight , cause dude , i need that kiss! ;)

night!

Current Mood: hopeful

after waiting for 3 months , this is what i'm getting for me birthday! wOOt! ;)

( clickie! clickie! )

so my first ever update.

kinda weird to only update now when i've had this account for like what , 4 months now? oh well , i'm weird like that. no , wait. i was just plain lazy. LOL! it is kinda hard to maintain 2 journals AND a community. like wayyyy hard. yeah.

so to all my friends , welcome to my journal. for the second time. hee! ;)

most of you would know me from my other journal and some might be new around here. why i decided to use this one in the end? cause it's a freaking paid account! LOL!

the other journal is more of an nsync / linkin park / clay aiken fandoms. those people , especially the nsync fans , they just bitch too much. always fighting about justin vs.jc , who's better than who..so yes , no more fucking drama for me , thanks. oh i will still update there from time to time , perhaps , everyday still but only because i have some great friends there. the good ones , i mean. LOL!

so here.. is where i bitch about them. LMAO! no no.. i'm only kidding. this is where i squee about my asian heros.like freaking SQUEEE! my f4 guys , my chinese series , david tao , wang lee-hom , my f4 guys , korean singers and movies.. takuya kimura , my f4 guys and oh , did i mentioned my f4 guys? *giggles*

thanks for adding me to your friends list. and i hope you'll enjoy my journal! altho' i only babble and post random stuff. but hey , sometimes i can be funny! ;)

ta!